From the Beginning

I don't remember details of coming across my Master, but I remember smiling, and feeling full. And wanting that to stay in my life.

And then I remember when He would respond to my posts or comments, and I felt oddly special that He would notice me amongst so many followers of His, and how many people that would interact with Him. I remember the excitement that I felt when I received a notification with His name in it. That excited girly feeling.

Funny though, that at the time, He was nothing more than a random stranger on the other side of the world to me. And would be nothing more than a Facebook friend, amongst my others.

And then, years passed with no connection of notable importance to me.

I bought pieces to make a necklace, that could be thought of as a collar. I had no knowledge of anything to do with BDSM at the time. But of course, He noticed it in my pictures.

Then in 2018 I made a new profile picture. Was a little risque for my vanilla facebook... I don't particularly like attracting attention from the wrong people. But I was itching for something at the time.

It caught His attention... And sparked His interest specifically in me it seems.

Only a few months later I discovered BDSM. And He just happened to pop up in that week again, and His comments took on a whole new meaning to me.

Following my journey of having my eyes opened, Him being by my side through it, He messaged several times after that.

Trying to edge in sideways through any gap that I failed to close fully, and persisted for months. Once I completely ran away from Him, as I felt Him getting under my skin, and knew He was close to beginning to travel through my blood and then I wouldn't be able to stop the run away train. How could I possibly have an online relationship?

It was during this time in my life that I chose to set limits for men, that I decided would be deal breakers for me. And dating and playing around suddenly stopped altogether lol.

Life threw some other curve balls at me, and He was there holding my hand on the side through all that too.

And finally, a year after He started chasing me, I gave in. I gave in fighting against what the fire in me wanted.

That's why I am now known as His_allycat

#hisallycat

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